Dignified Salesman

Eaten through and through!!!!!!!!!

Wohoo!!! I just hoodwinked
Another person
I am actually getting better at this.
Just add it to the list of sins, I say
It's growing at some pace,
the scroll pf paper is getting
bloodier by the passing thought.
I advertise,
I make people buy what they dont really need.
Not so guilty conscious me
Never quite remember having a
Conscience to date.
Why flinch then
everytime I sell a commodity?
and fatten my back-pocket.
Every product sold, is another
scar across my face
there is no space left anymore.
My peers are shit impressed
they pat, they clap
they envy too.
I retort, "I envy you bro"
Every word of mine
lacks me.
I am now a part of this
commercial, hedonistic wave.
Swathing through scores of
blind and breathing bodies
My colleagues tell me
“Gulp beer, don’t care”
I don’t, never did
My colleagues tell me
“Take a fag, fuck it”
I don’t, never will.
Desperation, I guess, had
to mate me some day.
Look at me,
all of a sudden I have
a career to pamper.
Everything I detested,
that’s what exactly
I am now.
Please someone stab
me hard-
Straight across my heart.
I don’t have the guts
to do it myself.