I LAUGH!!!!


Last laughs on you
I didn’t cry when tears rolled down
I have a different me
All you could leave me is a bitter after taste
I have left you with what you had come with
Yourself
You still are, yourself
I have
Restrained
Behaved
Lost
Grown
No, not you
You are still conceited
What a shame!
The next acquaintance of yours will see
You as you were before
You rebuke time’s own maxim
But no one’s laughing
My dear.

THE FIRST TIME .......


She's all in my arms,
Her smooth black hair
tumbling down on my chest.
I like it when she is too afraid
To look up.
I cup her breasts,
But
Not the heart within.
I taste her lips,
Sweet.
She flinches,
Eyes closed,
Lips stiff.
I try again
Same.
Doesn't even look up.
I let her go,
With a jerk
Her body is lying bare in front of me
where is the soul i crave?